The book

I've seemed to have lost my book. My book that holds my life. My book that stored memories. My book that reflected truth & denied the lies . This book can explain everything that I've hidden . In this lifestyle its forbidden . That's why I believe this lifestyle I cannot live in . If someone gets their hand on this book my future can un fold , into a agony more finer then gold .Your mind would never want to remember me again & you'll understand why my heart has yet to mend . The book holds reasons I pretend .people like me are put to death but I guess god made an exception. If you come across this book please never open it . I want to be remembered as the girl everyone loved , who I was ,well, not for who I am but who I tried so hard to be