un answered questions

How many times can one cry before their eyes run out of tears?,
how many heart breaks can one face before the pieces breaks down to much & disappear .?,
how many days alone can one spend before they break down in fear .?
these are questions , that lingers in the mind , of a soul, that's been hurt so many times ,
that soul has questions& the answers cannot be defined

The feelinq hiqh gave me

i took a puff of the purple
& fell asleep in the sky
felt a release of the pain
for the moment i could fly
my eyes start to deny
the tears that builds up inside
i felt like life has no worries
there was no stress on my mind
every one was underneath me
while i sat on a cloud
i wasn't sleeping with god
but the angles screamed so loud
i was invading their space
not familiar in the face
felt like i didn't belong
so i puffed until i reached space
higher & higher i got
all of my fear starts to stop
i felt great cause the haze
completely erased my face

insainity defined

See they call mee Crazy
Jus because my Mindd issnt Riqht
Their stupid words in my head
Jus make mee wanna burst out & cry
The insecurities build
Cause all the happiness they've Killed
Separated Pain
Forms into my real
its imaqinable how
i imaqined my Lyfe
With the Sky in the qrown
Always dark with Noo liqht
Noo sense of wronq & noo riqhts
Jus a Sickness of the mind
They define sanity in such complicated words
Some of them i never heard
But If uu listened to a thinq i've said ; uu know i've defined their words

Black & qold

this inspired by a sonq call'd black & qold
by sam Sparro . i really liked the sonq & the meaninq it was qoinq for
so i touqht i'd remake it in my way in hopes you understand my meaninq im qoinq for

if the Space Ships Float in the Ocean
And the earth stoped rotatinq its motion
If the sky qrew a mouth & started talkinq
& our hearts qrew Leqs & started walkinq
i'll escape All the reasons why
Cause uu sent my mind on a motion
If uur not really here
Then the Reality really issnt Either
Now i'm Filled to the top with Fear
That this is all a bunch of matter
if uur not holdinq my heart
Then my mind jus starts to shatter
loosinq all ability to know
i looked up into the sky for uu
& all iyee saw was blacc & qold