When she walked throuqh the door
the pressure build up as she locked it
she realize no one took the time to say qoodbye when she qave hints
so she took that as a qo for it
she had a baq , a baq full of cop outs . a qun, a rope , some pills, and & letter .
the letter reads . . .
Dear , Who ever .
i wrote this letter over & over to try to explain to you
why ii felt the need to release my self . i didnt want to seem
like a drama queen but this life isnt working out for me . All these
years ii kept things bottled in its starting to mess up my mind
idk if im going crazy, or if its a feeling that'll pass but ii simply cant wait n.e lonqer to find out
as ii go through my days it doesnt seem like n.e one cares , ii've been a mistake you many people , ii've been an embarrassment to my family & so called friends , ii've been a complete failure to my parents , i dont think im loved , by n.e at all . Now that may not be a good enough reason but ii cant take this living with guilt n.e more .& the true reason iim doinq ii just cant saii. iit hurts to much to let uu know . but its more then one reason. this iis just not for me
Tell my Mommy ii love her & tell dabre the same
Tell my brothers & siistahs that ii truly loved them , no matter the case
Tell Darrell & tiana that ii saw them as the bestest friends a qurl can haver
Tell Shay & Andre that to me they we're the coolest ii ever known
Tell all the friends that remembered me with love that ii said thanks for thier friendship or w,e they called it
Tell HYM (my mom know who he is ] iif u ever find hym, that i cant live with hym iin my head
& tell Jackie & Sam that susprisingly ii love them the most & ii hope they could never ever ever forget me
what iif....jus what iif
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