take me to a better place

take me to a better place
Release me from my problems
harmlessly choke the life out of me
in the most painless way stop me from breathing
i don't want to experience life any more
its starting to become to complicated
don't kill me just release me
let me grow my wings & hopefully fly to heaven
i want the easy way out
i don't want to see her face
i don't want to remember his dreadful act
i don't want to realize the truth from what all the negative things the other kids always says
i don't want to disappoint my mother
i don't want to be the shame of my brothers
i don't want to be the annoyance of my sister
please just release me from the tears she brought
please release me form the fears he taught
please release me form the negativity I've fought
take me away from the pain . i don't wanna die , i just need to be in a better place