my made Lyfee

tO hiide my feeliinGSz iiSz All ii knOw
nd tO bAre diisApOiintment iiSz y ii dnt shOw
dhA feeliinGsz dhAtSz burried sO deeply iiN siide
iiT cAn Onlii send mEh On Ah emotiiOn rOllercOster riide
ii rAhter nt shOw everii One hOw ii feel
sO fOr ever ii'll ''pretend'' tO qEt riid Of dhA reAl
C iiSz iiT sO bAd tO wAnna be Appceted ? lOved iiN thiiSz lyfe
And nt neqlected ? sO ii lAuqh tO hiide teArsz cAuse ii dnt lyke lOokiiNG dOwn
ii just wAnna yell, screAm, nd shOut but wiiff All dhAt pAiin Onlii lAuqhter cOmes Out
but iiM nt here tO cOmplAiin just tO qEt yu tO understAnd
dhA mAiin reAson y ii dnt shOw feeliinGSz

sO dnt qEt mAdd iiF ii sAii iiT dOesnt mAtter
cAuse ii spent All my tyme buildiinG Ah qud lyfe
And becAuse Of yu nOw iiTSz All abOut tO shAttEr...