love mite be breakinq

Lefted behind , Tears unwind ,the light that once shined , no longer can be defined , defined as beauty , the definition of love ,explained as truth , never is what it once were . As we try to create the same as before , the struggle builds deep More & More . I'm sure were not giving up . I'm sure she doesn't give a fuck .I have no faith so I'm giving up .I have pain so I loose luck . Now not knowing what to believe . She has something up her sleve? Does my mind desives ? Or my heart just want to bleed ? What questions has answers . What reasons have statements .lost in this confusion . This love might be breaking

What have i become

She've Lost her Thrust for me.
Yea she fell out of love but she's afraid to let me know.
She tries to rekindle what we use to have but it is not working.
She doesn't want me any more. We use to be the idol of me. But now we can barely get along everyday is an awkward Moment. We're in the mist of getting back together but it simply isn't working .She tries to remember the good times we had & she does , but she knows she can never get those good times back. when she looks at me in the mirror she doesnt like what she see but she loves the vision the pictures from our past gives her . She have no clue on when she fell out of love with me but when ever it was she knows she regret what we had.

(This poem is about the old me. about me not liken who i became]

Defected Summer Lust (For my use to be 818]

Remember wen we were Happy.?
Those tymes uu made mee smile
That Summer Tyme Lust
Which Made mee Feel Lyke a Child
qot Happy wen uu Came Around
Tried my Hardest to Make uu Smile
At tymes wen uu were Down
That Lust That was Protected , By Reality Covered up, Different Personalities Neqlected, we Felt as if we were one
Fallinq inLove was Un Accepted . Summer Tyme Lust was wah we Call'd it.
Buh Then That Idea Was Defected . iyee Felt as if iyee needed uur Heart & iyee Knew iyee Deserved it. That Chase For uu was Tire'n. uu Chanqed , Showed mee uurself . That heart iyee tried so hard to win, Felt lyke it needed someone else .iyee realized iyee neva had uur trust. Therefore iyee qave up, suddenly uu Came upp. With Feelinq of Love. Sayinq uu was tryna Make it worcc. Which All seem'd lyke bull, Love wassnt in my Mind, buh Now uu treated mee wronq. Iyee Feel Obliqated to Make thinqs Riqht. Wen iyee didn't even do n.e thinq wronq. Iyee Put upp uur Fiqhts , as if iyee deserve it or if we belonqed . qottah keep us stronq.? Buh wah are we.? As stronq as friends can qed. See iyee know every body needs love & that's a fact that iyee'll neva forqed. Buh iyee jus don't feel the loveee am iyee wronq for not feelinq it.?
Somethinq so qreat. Turn out to be a Complicated piece of shidd. This is Not ment to be a anqer poem.j ust somethinq to make uu understand. uu went from beinq my Ms.Pretty Eyes :] to someone iyee can no lonqer stand.

Dear Leooooo!

Love.? To me Love is uu. The Feelinq of my Leqs shakinq in nerves wen ever iyee see uu.
the fact that my Leqs styll do that aftah all this tyme know'n uu is incredible.
The feelinq that iyee qedd wen iyee thincc about lettinq uu qo is unbearable.
The Feelinq of happiness wen ever uu said "I love u".
Love.? Is when you can sit on the steps at a bbq lookinq into each others eyes, me beinq completely Memorized , holdinq bacc every urqe inside , to allow uur lips to press aqainst mine.
The 1st tyme we held hands all period lonq, was the 1st moment iyee knew me & uu belonqed.
Excuse me while i take this look back in tyme.
The 1st tyme we kissed , iyee walked uu half waii home from a talent show , it took me forever to leave because iyee didnt want uu to leave me alone. uu beinq in a rush so that uur father woudnt beat uu at uur door step, we shared a kiss, remember this.? because i forsure will neva forqed. The 1st tyme uu confessed uur love to me, was January 2nd 2008, the daii of our 1months anniversary. i remeber that because those memories means the most to me.
see uur smile melts my heart , the words uu spoke brouqht my love to the top,
uur touch brinqs this rush that expires my sorrow, & uur kiss kept me lookinq forward to tomorrow. Now uur my leonardo & since on december 2 2008 uu qave me uur heart to borrow , i've decided iyee'm keepinq it. never forqed, uur the only one iyee can see myself with. my completion. i can wrap this poem up in two words, MY HEART. & even tho we're not 2qether uu styll hold that spot & immah wait until tyme stops until uu realize uu want.....a qeeeeee lyke spriizzy (Lmao iyee didnt know how to finish it buh uhmm hope yah lyked it] !

I killed her.
Tore out her heart without a Care
She gave her trust to me . Wanted me , Truly needed me , deeply Loved me
Her life was me. But i took that away. I showed her i didn't care about any thing she wanted . Needed ,or loved . I killed her . Because without me she claimed she could never Survive , her heart shattered in my guilt but yet i didn't feel guilty . I guess I'm a murderer . Am i sorry.? I don't know yet.

-Signed Mystery girl.

She Spoke.
As i listened .
She Smiled .
As i soaked into her beauty .
She Laughs & i loved the sound .
Her heart beats & mine replied .
I'd say she means everything , but that was already said,
I'd say i love her but that's Obvious.
To say i adore her may just be an understatement .
No longer can i stress the deep feelings i have for this girl
So every word i say towards her would Forever remain Silent

Captured

Lose Control of me
Release me from you captivity
Let me Free
i took a Dose of you now I'm a addicted to what i want us to be
Don't wanna imagine Reality
i see you there
Even tho you bad for Me
i need you so i can breathe
but you can change all this
by just releasing me